I started the drawing when I was feeling down... but I talked with some friends about the reason why I was sad while I was working on it and... I realized that being sad for the reazon I was is really stupid.
Why was I sad?
If you have roleplayed you know that there are sometimes when you think you are just spicing the things up with a little bit of drama and don't realize that the other person is being hurt by what you are doing or saying with your "alter-ego".
And.. even in real life, what I did was.. the kind of thing a bitch does... but.. I wanted to do something like "I kinda like your boyfriend, but... I like you the most" inside the story me and other two friends where playing... but before I could get to the "I like you the most" my friend got angry and now hates me.... I deserve it.
But... even tough I was really sad about this, and I really wanted (and want) him to forgive me... I realized that there's a diference between the internet life and real life... I mean.. after all... it was just a game.. in real life I would never do something like that... but he... he just reacted like if it was something real... so... I don't know...I just know that I lost a friend because I'm stupid. But... that's the way life is... sometimes you fight and the problem can't be solved by nothing else but the hand of time... so I think that I should go on with my life... and try to do my best to be friend with him again.. but I won't be sad anymore...
What about you? what do you think about this silly think? and.. what do you think of the drawing...? Did you liked it?
Ryohiki Katsuho - Demons and Pink ties belongs to me